Grateful for an early foggy walk on the beach this morning because the Devil decided to pick a fight and I never saw it coming.
Is he..kind to you? Caleb turns and stares at me, his eyes haunted. I would say maybe he's just mirroring my usual expression but this is honestly so much worse.
Of course he is. Jesus, think I'd be-
No, Bridget. That's not what I mean. Is he..is he violent?
Like you, you mean? He's slightly less rough than Sam but he's bigger so it's inevitable-
Oh my God-
I don't know what you're asking.
Everything. I'm asking everything. I want to know what he gives you. How you feel.
You've been there before. With him-
It's not the same!
It is, actually. He doesn't put on a show like you do when someone else is around.
What do you mean?
You're not violent if there's someone else in the room.
Bridget- His voice is strangled, muffled. I just want to make sure you're safe.
Then bring back my ghost.
Which-
YOU KNOW WHICH ONE. HOLY FUCK STOP PLAYING WITH MY FUCKING LIFE HERE. IT ISN'T YOURS TO HAVE.
I knew an entire household or three were on exodus as I screamed at Caleb. I guess I just don't care anymore. Appearances make no difference if he's never going to change. I changed for him and he won't return the favor and it's killing me.
Is he..kind to you? Caleb turns and stares at me, his eyes haunted. I would say maybe he's just mirroring my usual expression but this is honestly so much worse.
Of course he is. Jesus, think I'd be-
No, Bridget. That's not what I mean. Is he..is he violent?
Like you, you mean? He's slightly less rough than Sam but he's bigger so it's inevitable-
Oh my God-
I don't know what you're asking.
Everything. I'm asking everything. I want to know what he gives you. How you feel.
You've been there before. With him-
It's not the same!
It is, actually. He doesn't put on a show like you do when someone else is around.
What do you mean?
You're not violent if there's someone else in the room.
Bridget- His voice is strangled, muffled. I just want to make sure you're safe.
Then bring back my ghost.
Which-
YOU KNOW WHICH ONE. HOLY FUCK STOP PLAYING WITH MY FUCKING LIFE HERE. IT ISN'T YOURS TO HAVE.
I knew an entire household or three were on exodus as I screamed at Caleb. I guess I just don't care anymore. Appearances make no difference if he's never going to change. I changed for him and he won't return the favor and it's killing me.