NOPE.
I went for a long walk around the grounds today, to check and make sure there was no damage I hadn't found already from last weekend's storms. I was approved as long as I stayed topside and within the fence, which is on because...well....bears.
*Bears everywhere*
I'm not afraid of the bears though.
After an hour of wandering through the woods, I was just rounding the big tree by the path behind the stables and Lochlan caught up with me.
It's starting to rain, Peanut.
I'm on my way back in now, I assure him but he stops me, walking me back against the siding. He kisses me like he used to. Like I'd like him to more often. He reaches down and pulls up my dress, pulling his shirt up too, pressing our skin together. He's so warm. The kiss gets deeper, his hands get harder against me and I forget breathing as I wait to see what he's going to do. I put my hands up into his curls and he lifts me up into the wall.
It's pouring and freezing. I never minded until much later.
He finally slides me back down and pulls my dress down over my hips. He looks around to make sure we're still alone and reorganizes his clothes. We walk back to the house. I start shivering and he pulls me in under his arm.
How about a hot bath?
Yes. I'd love that.
Once upstairs I went to take off my dress and something fought back as I was pulling it over my head.
A really huge fucking spider.
I screamed and ran out the door, down the steps and into the kitchen. Which was filling up as boys come home from work and errands and meetings.
And me. In my birthday suit for all to see.
Nice.
Sam took his sweet time shrugging out of his flannel shirt, keeping his t-shirt while I took the flannel.
But I'm still screaming because spiders.
I'm afraid of them.
I don't mind little ones but these ones we keep finding lately are huge.
HUGE.
Would you have run like that for a bear?
Right out of my dress? Yes, indeed. But I wouldn't scream. I'd have just been relieved.
So why aren't you relieved now?
Because it's probably still in my hair!
