He spoke with a gentleness, a hesitancy he rarely displays. It's been a week, Bridget. We were away and since we've been back you've not come to me.
I did and you called me names.
I'm sorry I did that. I was frustrated. Not an excuse, but a reason. I'm very possessive of my time with you. I'm not going to share -or relinquish- it to those who don't have my designation in your life.
You weren't like this at the Lake, Caleb.
That event was a special occasion.
And what is this?
A random Friday in November. A dreary, lonely day full of rain that I was hoping to spend with you. The world is devoid of color for me when you're not available. I'm finding it rather grey.
Or you could just say you need me.
That would be admitting weakness.
So you don't have a weakness for me?
Of course I do, I just don't want to come across like a clingy boyfriend.
So instead you opt for the heavy-handed, possessive stance?
Bridget, I've never done this before. Give me the curve on which to learn and in time I'll trace it perfectly.
What would you like me to do?
Just like that? I win your favour and your company?
Depends.
What if I said I have a present for you?
Depends on what it is.
Ah, going the subversive route.
Better for me than the submissive one.
Why is that?
Less dangerous.
Not from where I sit.
You sit in a place where you're now requesting my attention and sometimes not getting it based on your behavior. Are you sure you want to be like that?
Like I said, I want time with you and I'm frustrated that I can't seem to get any as of late.
So, hang out more.
Time alone where we're not hovered over by everyone in that house.
Oh. That kind of time.
Not necessarily. Just time. To watch a movie or read books side by side. Maybe have a snack. Go for a walk. Nap. I don't know, Bridget, like I said, I've never done this before.
Been a pedestrian, bourgeois boyfriend of a little match girl?
He kind of giggles. Yes. That.
I've never heard you laugh like that before.
I've never felt like this before.
Like what?
This. Peaceful, almost. Content in a way that doesn't come easily to people like me. Happy. I just would like to be alone a lot less.
I'll see what I can do. He's watching my face as I struggle to plan time I never seem to have.
Maybe PJ is up for more company. He seems to like not being alone.
I actually think you two would be a good match.
I think we'd grow to love each other. In time.
I still get that present though, right?
Of course. Come in and I'll get it.