All he wanted was a little anonymitySam's disapproval is swift and cutting.
Not the pedestal you needed to control me
Then place the burden on coercive ambiguity
And nominate the ghost you made
To designate an enemy
Why weren't you there? You letting him speak for everyone now? You going to get this far only to start over?
You know what this is.
And I don't like it.
I can't help that, Samuel.
You let him take over, Bridget, and no one will be able to save you. He says it so softly my heart thunks badly trying to listen even more closely than usual.
You can't save everyone, Sam.
I wasn't talking about everyone. I'm talking about you.
You're not perfect.
No, I'm definitely not perfect and I know I fucked up. I was trying to keep you from falling for me. One-sided affection can be dealt with easily enough. If it's both ways it gets complicated.
There was nothing complicated about it until you took it too far.
So don't write about me. Don't share things that belong in the dark.
That's not how I work. I have to put it somewhere.
So put it on me. He pounds his chest. Put it here and I'll keep it for you.
Oh, I tried that before Sam, and look where it got me. Tears spill over my eyelids and roll down my cheeks and he blames himself for that too.
That isn't what I meant, Beautiful. Oh, Jesus Christ Almighty. Please don't cry.