I never meant to let you goAnd I need to pick a fight or something because I feel defensive. Because I'm afraid of his feelings. Only I didn't pick the fight, he did before I could get a whole sentence out.
Why did I leave maybe we'll never know
But I'm a man now broken on the ground
I'm in need and I think that it shows
He sounds like-
Jake. Yes, I know.
Playing it anyway? Sure. Why not?
Because everyone else-
I'm not going to make a Bridget-approved playlist like everyone else. It won't actually kill you to hear some of these songs. You used to love some of them.
I think about this. I'm staring at the ground now seeing if courage will arrive on the wind.
I need to talk to-
To me? Surprise surprise. Maybe you should have talked to me before you agreed to go.
It's part of my j-
Your job? You don't need a fucking job, Princess. He's playing you. He's playing all of us. Don't you think for a second that he's just making amends. He's making it worse.
You know what, Bridge? Ben works a thousand hours a week because he can't stand the way he feels while everyone else gets their cut of your heart. And you run right over him with that implied permission. Well I'll tell you something. You don't have mine. I don't want you going with Caleb on this trip and I don't want you acting like you owe him a damn thing. So go and tell him you're staying home. Oh, and while you're at it, tell him you quit.
So you can order me around but he can't?
Damn straight. You're old enough to listen now.
I listened to you before!
No, you didn't. You never ever listened. I told you to stay away from him and YOU DIDN'T LISTEN.
I didn't know! I was a child!
In some ways you were, but in others sometimes I think you knew exactly what you were doing, Bridget. Sometimes I wonder if you set it all up on purpose so I could take the fall because you resented me for keeping you down when all I was trying to do was KEEP YOU SAFE!
I have to go in. I have to start packing. I don't want to go but he could take my son from me and I can't ever let that happen. And Lochlan? You're an asshole.
He dropped his tools and stood up and just stared at me as I walked back to the house. I only know that because his eyes burned holes right through me.