JESUS CHRIST.
I've been rattling around the house mostly since 5 am (I don't sleep anymore. Why don't I sleep?) and I looked out the window and abruptly it was like someone flipped a switch and the sun rose. Like it was dark as I walked toward the window and I blinked and it was light out.
I wish I could do that at will. I hate the short days so badly
More later. I might be hallucinating and should probably go back to bed.
